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Apr 30 2014

Captain Of My Soul~

I Am The Captain Of My Soul I Will Decide How, When & If At All, I'll Be

Sometimes I See You Even Contemplating Me

You'll Always Have To Ask, Never Order Me That Way

I Might Not Want To Do It, Could Simply Be The Day

Chance Could Make Me Change My Mind

Or Perhaps A Different Mood

The Things I Wear And Want To Do Are Often Misconstrude

It Does Not Really Matter For I Am Me And You Are Simply You

Mistakes I'll Make Along The Way As Captain, That's "My Call"

As My Friend I'll Take Your Hand "If" Offered When I Fall

You May Step Aboard My Vessel If You've Been Invited You See

Never Try To Take The Wheel Nor Ownership Of Me

"I'll Decide How My Soul Will Sail Your Welcome To Travel With Me~

Written By Me in 2003

THIS IS MY CREED, I LIVE BY THIS IT IS WHO I AM. I LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH TO ALLOW MYSELF THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE. CHOICES ARE GOOD. I CHOOSE TO BE AN ENTERTAINER/ ESCORT I FIND IT A VERY REWARDING EXPERIENCE. PROUD I AM TO BE BLESSED WITH GOOD LOOKS , GOOD HEALTH, AS WELL AS A VERY ACTIVE AND HEALTHY SEX DRIVE, BEING WELL GROUNDED AND OPEN ENOUGH TO LET GO AND JUST ENJOY~ 

CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL IS ALSO ABOUT RESPECT, AND NEVER TAKING ANOTHER PERSON FOR GRANTED. RESPECT OTHERS CHOICES IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS MY OWN. "'I'LL TAKE YOUR HAND 'IF" OFFERED WHEN I FALL" (point being perhaps they chose not to offer me their hand when I fell, I have respect for that choice, perhaps they just "didn't want to do it, could simply be the day") I'LL NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY FOR ANOTHERS CHOICE, BUT RATHER WITH COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING, AS WE ARE ALL INDIVIDUALS AND ALL FREE TO CHOOSE AS WE WISH. WHO AM I TO GET ANGRY AT ANOTHER JUST BECAUSE THEY DIDNT OFFER THEIR HAND TO ME WHEN I FELL? THERE ARE MANY MANY REASONS WHY THEY MAY NOT OFFER THEIR HAND WHEN I FALL. I'LL NOT TAKE FOR GRANTED THAT SOMEONE WILL BE THERE FOR ME WHEN IF OR WHEN I FALL. FOR OTHERS HAVE LIVES AS WELL. WE ARE ALL JUST ONE PERSON TRYING TO DO THE BEST WE CAN TO MUDDLE THRU THIS LIFE WE ARE LIVING. WHO AM I TO JUST TAKE IT FOR GRANTED SOMEONE WOULD BE THERE FOR ME? I WOULD NOT FOR OTHERS ARE BUSY LIVING THEIR LIVES AS WELL. AND CANNOT ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR ME OR FOR YOU OR FOR ANYONE. 

THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO IS RESPECTFUL ENOUGH TO ALLOW ME TO COMFORTABLY CHOOSE TO BE THE CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL, FOR IT MAKES ME A BETTER AND MORE WELL GROUNDED PERSON IN LIFE BY FAR, AND THUS MORE ABLE TO REACH MY HAND FOR YOU "IF YOU FALL".

"YOUR INVITED TO STEP ABOARD MY VESSEL",  EXPERIENCE ME, COME ENJOY ALLUSION, I'LL NOT MAKE YOU SORRY YOU DID.